we are not numbers

emerging writers from Palestine tell their stories and advocate for their human rights

Eye to eye

When the news is too sad to bear, the questions come nonstop in my mind: Why?

I recently read this news item online: Three-year-old Palestinian Mohamed Wahba was pronounced dead in Tripoli, in the north of Lebanon, after he was denied admission into a local hospital. Local sources said the hospital refused to admit Mohamed after his family, who live in th nearby Nahr al-Bared refugee camp, could not pay the treatment fees. And then I wrote this poem. 

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He comes to me
in my mind: the world,
smelling like the earth,
eye to eye.
Yet the earth is full
of blood and tears.
He looks at me
with an irritating smile.
I close my eyes.

I ask him why he let me
slide so peacefully into the world
from my mother’s womb.
He gave me no purpose
to guide my life.
I cover my ears,
Not wanting to hear the why
Knocking at my mind.

I run from my life.
My own blood
is on my hands.
I am crying.
He holds me.
He kisses me, hard.

I am not in love
with his world
or his rules.
I ask him, "Why?"

I hear a whisper.
I turn around
and see the image
of a child killed.
I ask him, "Why?"
He remains silent.
We stare at each other,
eye to eye.
I cry on his shoulder,
but he has no answers.

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